Yesterday i failed at doing anything school related even though i have sososo many things to do and i don't know it's not that i can't do them it's just that i really really cannot be bothered. it took all my mental effort to practise flute ok
so anyway i have a party/gatho thing today and idk i don't ever do things on the weekend so it was kind of a big deal for me (even though i don't like to admit it) it was a birthday party for two boys that i barely even know really, i was just invited bc they were like "ayy let's invite all the kids that go to that school" (btw the boys are private school boys) ((they were really nice when i first met them)) but like i've only ever encountered them twice and i can't help but think that i was +1'd or something happened to get me onto the guest list. it was just strange for me and i just overthink everything.
sso i'm getting one of the boys spud 2 bc he hasn't seen it and he likes it bc the girls in the movie (i like it bc the boys.. oops) and the other boy $15 bc i barely even know the kid and idk what to get him???????????? they wanted money for their birthdays anyway. i'm also wearing a vampire weekend with black pants and shoes idk what jumper though and if it's cancelled or not because it's raining/storming even when yesterday had really really nice weather.
so the poiint i was really trying to get at was the fact that i'm not going to one of my really good friends' (let's call him lemon) house to get ready. It's not that i don't like toast because i really love him and he's funny and cool but i just don't want to get ready with like all these other people that i knew who i liked but idk i would've felt weird and iDK IDK IDK so i'm getting ready and my other friends (let's call her noodles)
i'm so strange and stupid and ugh i hate myself so much
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